Sunday, January 15, 2017

Perlu.

Perlu;

Aku perlukan seorang yang faham hidup aku,
Aku perlukan seorang yang faham kerja aku,
Aku perlukan seorang yang tak cepat melatah,
Aku perlukan seorang yang pandai berdikari,
Aku perlukan seorang yang tepati janji.

Aku bukan budak sekolah, aku sudah tiada masa untuk 'playing around'
7 hari seminggu berkerja bukan mudah, tetapi aku tahu dimana kemampuan aku.
Oleh kerana itu, aku perlukan sokongan, untuk lebih gigih bekerja, bukan beban, yang buatkan aku rasa bersalah, kerana tiada masa.

Andainya kau tahu, apa yang buatkan aku terus dan terus berusaha. Itu kau.



Aku mengaku, baran memang perangai aku. Tapi kau kena tahu,
Aku seperti petrol.


Selagi petrol tak dinyalakan, dia tidak berbahaya pada sesiapa. Tetapi jika api sebesar mancis dicampak, aku akan balas dengan api semarak-nya.

Takkan lagi, aku takkan lagi meminta dari kau. Sama ada kau suka atau pun tidak, ini hidup aku. Kau nak bertahan, kau bertahan, kau nak pergi, kau pergilah. 

Aku dah penat.

Thursday, January 14, 2016

Paparazzi



I'll continue to stalk you till the end of my life.
Oh, And I'll love you, for the rest of my life. 

hiks.

Tuesday, November 3, 2015

Rindu.

"Ada saat-saat dalam hidup, ketika kamu sangat merindukan seseorang, sehingga ingin hati kamu menjemputnya dari alam mimpi, ke alam nyata,"

I wish you were here, Nurul Ade Suryanie.

Saturday, October 31, 2015

Gone through;

You've gone through this once, Ariff.

And you're going to get through this again.
I know you can do this, Ariff.

Tuesday, October 27, 2015

Dear,

Hi dear,

I'm sure we are in pretty good condition right now. I'm still in love with you and I'm sure that I'll forever will, I know my capabilities. Please, don't ever have a second thought of that. Yes, we are miles away, 6676 to be more precise. I know we can't meet everyday like we used to. Do you know what I've been telling myself when I'm at my lowest point? 

"Believe in jodoh, if it's meant to be, it will be,"

So dear,

As much as I would love to be in fantasy, forever, I need to remind you and myself that things are not going to be as smooth as we think. There will be time where, we are going crazy, being mad with each other, started to fight about little or dumb things. But, I'll never give up on us, on our relationship.

When I started to look at you at a very first time, I've promised myself that you're the last one that I'm going to try to put myself in. Don't worry, I'll do everything, to keep my promises towards you. Hold on, I'll be back soon, sayang.